You
who
travel little, you who never travel:
still, there comes the odd day when you happen to take a train.
At the station there are lots
of businessmen. You can spot
them
from a distance, by their missing faces.
The same man, in dozens of copies.
The same young man, old in his words, embalmed in his future.
You look at them somewhat fearfully, the way
as a child you used to look at dried-up old people with their somber
voices. The train pulls in. It's one of
those express trains invented by these businessmen, for
their personal
convenience. There is a straight line of
light-colored carriages. There is a
clutch of cold wind that flattens fields and empties them of their
furrows, their
accents, their nerves. These are fields
deserted by gazes, by men, by beasts; lowly clumps of earth tossed to
the dogs
of speed. The countryside is a void now,
and so you pass through it quickly. And
confronted with this void of countryside you become acquainted with the
mass-produced man, the absent man: he
goes from Paris to Tokyo, from Tokyo to New York. He goes
everywhere on an electric earth, like
a corpse laid out in death. He takes
trains, the kind that go
from one point to another. From nothing
to nothing. In his haste he takes the
void with him. However often he speaks,
he hears only himself. However far he
goes, he finds only himself. Wherever he
goes he leaves behind a stain of gray; he sleeps in the midst of what he
sees. And so you say to yourself: these
people who travel so much never take a
single step forward. To really see
something, you have to touch its opposite.
You've never been able to see anything in any other way: through
shadow you go towards light. Through indifference you
reach love. It's the same with these men in their luxury
trains, their night flights. It's the
same with these men, annihilated by the financial sameness they carry
with
them: when you see them, you discover a
type of man that they do not know how to reduce, a man who goes much
farther
than just the ends of the earth. When
you see them you discover the man who has been displaced and confused.
Who has found no consolation for an excess of
childhood or of hunger. On his face are
all the skies; in his heart, all the voices.
Thus, there are two types of man.
The motionless man of long business trips—he has a position in
the
world. He works so to
become one with his position. He extracts cold matter,
dead languages, from
that place. Reason, ambition,
power. He feels equally at ease in industry
and morality, in love affairs and bank accounts. He
eliminates any differences in his
language. He can spread this illness of
self wherever he goes. He can be
everywhere because he is timeless. The
businessman is merely the latest avatar, the most recent version of the
pale man.
The pale man is the social
man, the useful
man, convinced of his usefulness. He is
the man with the weakest identity—that of keeping things in their place,
that
of the eternal lie of living in society.
And then there is that other type of man. A useless fellow. Wonderfully useless. He certainly didn't invent the wheelbarrow, ATM cards, or nylon stockings. He never invents a thing. He neither adds to nor takes away from the world: he leaves it. Or he finds that the world has left him, it's the same thing. You might see him here or there, driving his flock of thoughts before him. He dreams in every language. You can see him from a long way off: he's like those men in the desert, those blue men. He's like those people with their flesh tinted from the cloth that protects them from the sun. His heart is seized with blue. You see him here and there, in the uprisings he inspires, in the flames that devour him. In the books he writes. It is in order to see him that you read. For your nomadic hours, for the fresh breeze of a phrase beneath the draperies of ink. You go from book to book, from encampment to encampment: there's no end to reading. It's like love, like hope, and it's hopeless....